The nobody who wants you

I might be an idiot,

since I fell for you back then.

I said to myself, it’s in the past,

I look at you and it reminds

me of the feelings once again

as it still prevails.

Guess I’m the nobody,

who wants you still,

guess I’m the one 

who awaits endlessly.

The one who wants to scream,

so that you look at me.

I lost my chance,

I see.

Was there even any?

Your presence,

I miss randomly. 

I hurt, hurt endlessly.

I cry and cry,

yet I can’t scream.

I want you to look at me,

just give me one more chance.

I want you to think of me,

oh how I blew my chance.

I should have tried harder,

I didn’t do enough.

Cause in the end,

am I worth your love?

I watch you hurt,

over and over now.

What should I say?

When I’m not enough,

to give you what you want.

To help the pain disappear.

Yet, as I watch you

as you hurt me once again.

I’d give a second chance,

just don’t hesitate.