My Forever man

Here I thought, I have met my forever man. My forever man ,The man that made me happy , The man that made me feel beautiful, The man that loved me. The man that made me feel like I was on top of the world, The man that made me feel secure and safe, The man I could talk to about anything and never get judged, The man that made me laugh 24/7, The man that supported me and all my crazy dreams and beliefs,The man that spoiled me and never told me no, it was always a yes to everything with my forever man. The man that brought a broken women out of depression and her bad ass attitude. Damn right? sounds to good to be true ? But yes that was my Forever man. Here I thought i would feel like this forever with my forever man,  I thought this love and happiness would last forever! I thought I would grow old with my Forever man, build with my forever man and start a family with my forever man . But I guess everything I was feeling and going through, with my Forever man was just temporarily. Maybe it was god way of showing me that I can be happy and that it’s okay to be happy and to be in love!! Love and happiness for me ?  Never in a million years I would have thought, I could be happy and in love? All by one man at the same time , sounds like false advertising to me lordts ??  That was like hitting the lottery, being happy and in love and being loved by this one man. But god showed out on this man He was everything I wanted and more.  Like lord wake me up from this dream ..lol but it wasn’t a dream it was my reality. But everything is temporary in life shit even life it self is just temporary nothing  lasts forever. My forever man and happiness and love came to an end. But my happiness and love, was good while it lasted, it may have not been forever, but I can say I enjoyed every bit of it . And  I know that I can love and be loved and I can be happy and have happiness brought to me . So thank to my forever man for opening my eyes and heart and showing me love and happiness still exist, and that I can be loved and I can be happy. I’m Sorry it came to a end but nothing lasts forever!!!!!