Exhaustion

I'm too tired these days but I’m there 
There but not there if you get what I mean 
I wonder if you noticed it 
My eyes are going blank and I am spacing out
And I wish you would have called out my name 
I'm feeling extreme fatigue 
I can’t help it but in my head 
All I’m thinking is 
I want to sleep and sleep and sleep 
I'm exhausted from waking early 
every morning consistently 
Thinking to myself I want to skip school today 
And walking fast just to catch the bus and getting squeezed 
It just seems like my daily morning routine 
I'm trying so hard to strive every day 
Ferociously fighting against my monsters 
To desperately stay awake 
But I don’t think I can even walk in straight lines anymore