Forgive

Forgive myself today

Forgive myself tomorrow 

Forgive myself always

it is not always your fault when it a two person game 

it not always your fault so stop taking all the blame

it not always your fault so stop feeling ashamed 

it is not always your fault when you loved them most

it is not always your fault you couldn't hold them close 

it is not always your fault that they can't understand your struggles 

I would have climbed every mountain and gallop my horse to the end of  the earth  to prove my loyalty to you  

I  would have sat on my throne as your equal and queen but instead I felt like the jester and a joke for all people to see

I  would have done anything to see you smile and laugh just for a while but you didn't have the same courtesy for me 

I choose to forgive myself and give my heart when ready

I choose to forgive myself and heal and keep the road ahead steady

I choose to forgive myself but even more I choose to forgive both of us

Forgive myself today because everyone going to need it someday

Forgive myself tomorrow because even know life come with sorrow you might not get another chance tomorrow 

Forgive myself always because even in sadness and even when you hate me I will always have the strength and love myself so I forgive and let all be well