Lulled to sleep courtesy white noise of the fan

Onset of first 2023 heatwave
found yours truly lulled to sleep

courtesy rattle and hum
(U2 can dreamily tread

where the streets have no name)

of oscillating fan.

Nestled under blankets,

the gentle whirring sound

soothes the savage beast

within mine body electric

of one generic, opportunistic,

and wholistic garden variety man.

Within blink of closed eye

yours truly transported

into the realm of deep sleep

benumbed to reality as unconscious guy

experiencing dynamic vivid dreams

courtesy Fluoxetine Hcl

(C17H18F3NO·HCl)

known as Selective

Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitor (SSRI),

especially prescribed to treat

depression, panic disorder,

and obsessive-compulsive disorder.

Holmes tower fan whooshing air
analogous to sonogram (ultrasound)

infiltrates fumfering, slumbering

snoring schnorrer (me)

best not to awaken papa bear,

cuz he will roar loud and clear

disrupted sleep upends ability to function

no joking psyche dybbuk riddled

with profound anxiety and despair

subsequent havoc wrought

on par whereby mailer daemons ensnare

co opting, conquering,

and compromising blissful state

deadened head reveling

within private webbed world

regarding unscripted drama deep inside

temporal lobe of brain,

the hippocampus might conjure

time traveling circa Renaissance faire

wordsmith metaphorically possessed

remonstrated by fire breathing
amazing puffing magic dragon
lived by the sea
and frolicked in the autumn mist

in a land called Honah Lee

evidenced fiery breathing

affect nostrils to snort and flare

awoke from necessary dreams,

I would angrily glare

frightfully enough to induce goosebumps,

and raise every small hair

along spine uncontrollable fury

communicating shattered functionality

essentially rude awakening would impair

ability to experience joie de vivre.

Debilitating panic attack invariably triggered

similar to Tonga underwater volcano
eruption January 15th, 2022

constituting physiological displeasures

chiefly vertigo, racing heart, nausea,

excessive perspiration, adrenaline

coursing thru body,

whereby Prozac (brand name regarding

aforementioned synthesized chemical)
ameliorated unbearable,

unmanageable, untenable...
earth-shaking, devastating,

and crushing manifestations

disabling, exhausting, hijacking,

jackknifing, sabotaging, and wrecking

life, liberty, and pursuit of happiness.

Kickstarting psychological disequilibrium

linkedin with savoring

at least bajillion winks

else sixty plus shades of gray matter methinks

attempting to piece together logically
reasonable poetic rhyme

despite missing links

knotted courtesy cerebral gordian knotted kinks

yours truly feels discombobulated

teetering and tottering atop brinks

of figurative steep precipice.