On One

Heart racing, hot flashes, thoughts in every which way direction 

Is this really happening -

Or am I just on one?

Paranoid, delusional & hallucinations, too 

Crazy I am & that's a fact 

This isn't just all on my head 

Or am I just on one?

Lies, mind games & affirmation 

Everyone against me 

Words are hard, thoughts are harder & cannot concentrate 

Is this just circumstance -

Or am I just on one?

Distrustful, fearful & over suspicious as well 

Manufactured, unreal & inane it may seem

This is an evil doing

It's not all in my head; has to be

Or am I just on one?