In the deep end of my heart
A gloaming cold river streams
Icy water that only flows in the dark
It's where I keep my special dreams
Royal to its throne, exquisite art
Hear echoes of memories that sustain
The past without a name
Pure happiness now a beautiful pain
I want it to downpour tons of rain
Caress my agonizing brain
I only want to know if my king has finally came!!!
If only there be hope but only gets caliginous
No care cause the vicious despair
Waiting on downhearted wishes
Closing my swollen eyes I see his stare
And as I open them he vanishes
Into thin air...
I can't be anywhere but there
It is where...
I belong.....
Hearing music of misery songs
For how long???
Dry it before I drown
I cry myself to death
I must be a queen cause I wear a crown
It's made of tears holding it with just my breath
No sun or moon goes up or down
See me wear this long train river gown
Hold my hand and save me, baby
Don't let it kill me
Come with your sun
Gun me your love before I'm gone
Baby Hold me to forever
Don't let it become a never
Come with your sun
Let's run with love before I'm gone
Crown made of tears, sapphire blue
Each droplet, a reminder of sorrow and rue
A weight on my head, heavy and true
But beauty and strength it imbues
For every tear is a testament
To the courage within my spirit's firmament
Broken heart pieces found underwater
Heavy gravity and it's getting deeper
I release many tears they go further
I'm waiting for you to be near
Waiting in this dour circle
Too numb to feel fear
If only there be hope but only gets caliginous
No care cause the vicious despair
Waiting on downhearted wishes
Closing my swollen eyes I see his stare
And as I open them he vanishes
Into thin air.....
I can't be anywhere but there
It is where...
I belong.....
Hearing music of misery songs
For how long?
Dry it before I drown
I cry myself to death
I must be a queen cause I wear a crown
It's made of tears holding it with just my breath
No sun or moon goes up or down
See me wear this long train river gown
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Author:
Nancy Rdz LL (Pseudonym) (
Offline) - Published: June 7th, 2023 04:03
- Comment from author about the poem: Lyrical I wrote fast at 3 or 4 am. It means a lot to me for I do feel like that. I'm very depressed and this is what came out of it. I miss my long distance bf so much and wish he would just contact me. It will be a song as I have been practicing singing it. Hope all will love and or can relate.
- Category: Sad
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My comments on the poem "Crown made of tears” by Nancy Rdz LL
I am the third to view the poem and the first to Like it and the first to Comment. It is clear you are in the grip of depression. Hope things will work out well for you soon. Best wishes. Soman Ragavan. 7 June, 2023. //
Thank you so much I really hope so too. I don't give up hope....
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