Fag ash lil

Fag ash lil 

Took a pill 

For her thrill 

Up until 

It no longer impacted her brain 

Alkie Ron 

Turned her on 

But by dawn 

He was gone 

As the bar doors were opening again 

Where he goes 

No one knows 

I suppose 

That he chose 

Solitude from the rest of the pack 

Left alone 

She is prone 

To bemoan 

That her stone 

Never lasts quite as long as his smack 

Any pride 

Left inside 

Starts to slide 

To provide 

Emptiness with the hole that it needs 

Feeling small

In a shawl 

She would bawl

Fuck it all

In an overgrown garden of weeds 

Blade on skin 

To begin 

Digging in 

To the sin

Loneliness she mistakes for disgrace 

Will god bless

Her success

If this mess

She'll confess 

Or just slam heavens door in her face