Too much, but not enough

How can I be too manly

yet not enough of a man.

How can I show to many emotions

yet not be emotional enough.

How can I be too much, but not enough.

I run and I lift weights

yet I don’t feel strong enough.

I care and love with all my heart

yet I don’t feel loved enough.

How can I give so much, but not enough. 

Joy runs deep around me,

but not enough to reach me. 

Company is everywhere I go,

but not enough to include me. 

How can there be so much, but not enough.