Paralyzed, she feels numb
She just wants to feel something, anything.
Her nerves are dead,
She hurts herself again and again
Until she feels no more
Scars on her body,
Caused her to bleed.
All the silent screams,
Nobody hears
Nobody even noticed,
When did they ever?
She was invisible to everyone around her
No one saw her
Cause she was lost in her mind all along
All she did was stress,
Her head was a mess
But people called her insane?
Ignoring her pain
No one understood her
But she withstood it
She was a monster to them
But little did they know,
She was struggling to fight in this war.
She constantly tried to fight the battles,
With the silent screams and rattles
Her mind is out of control,
Constantly fighting with the voices inside her head
Surrounded by people,
but she still feels alone.
She feels like she’s not there,
Cause her head is up somewhere
It’s like walking around in a suffocating dark haze,
Where she’s trying her best to find her way out of the maze
She’s just exhausted,
Every breath feels so tiring.
I hope you understand,
She’s trying her best to stand and stay here
- Author: Aiman Pashtun (Pseudonym) ( Offline)
- Published: June 27th, 2023 10:26
- Comment from author about the poem: I am in a dark space right now while writing this. I have been struggling with anxiety constantly and my head is a mess. But no one seems to understand me even tho I am trying my hardest to survive.
- Category: Sad
- Views: 10
- Users favorite of this poem: aimanpashtun
Comments1
Do exactly that,,, stay here
Your way out of that maze is your pen
Amazes me how someone so numb can write with such feeling
Looking forward to reading more from you
Thank you so much for your kind words, they really mean a lot.
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