Minefield of the mind

I only want everything to be okay

To be able to say

We can live in harmony every day

But this weight on my shoulders

These aching boulders

Are crushing into my spine

Hard to trust in this headspace of mine

I unwind

As a ball of twine 

I'm a swine

I keep telling myself that it all will be fine

But my mind is a mine, 

and in time I will find

The pressure point that blows me sky high

Trepidation envelopes my brain

The degradation, feel so insane

And alone

On a throne of shit 

These bones I spit

Remind me that I should have quit

I'm losing my grit

My thoughts won't acquit

In the confines o

my own cell,

In hell