Mum

A day, a week, a month a year

feels like a lifetime that you haven't been here.

I remember the words my sister said,

I'm really sorry Nikki but mums been found dead.

These words hit me like a tonne of bricks,

in my head it was one of her tricks.

I started to believe it when she started to cry,

 I couldn't believe it mum you were to young to die.

We were a great team you and me,

Hedge-hopping, dancing and being silly.

ill never forget the memories made,

They are close to my heart and will never fade.

You will always be my mum and i love you dearly,

I have dreams sometimes and i see your face so clearly.

Please don't feel guilty for the life that i had,

I understand now mum, and shouldn't of been so mad. 

So when i get angry or when i feel blue,

I look up at the stars and i think of you.

i hope your around, i hope you can see me,

Missed today, tomorrow, missed always your be.#

#iwillalwaysbeyourbaby.