Empty Heart, Full Stomach

I feel like my heart is missing something 

It feels empty, void, unfilled

So I stuff myself with food

Thinking somehow if my stomach is full

My heart will be too

The chocolates taste sweet in my mouth

But where has the sugar gone to

I do not feel the sugar rush in my bloodstream

I still lack the energy with no motivation

My heart has no weight

Yet I feel that I am putting on weight

And the feeling of guilt overwhelms me