The Song

I never understood what the song meant,

I always thought that if you wanted it work, you would be able to control how everything went.

I thought that it it was meant to be, then it would end up to be,

But I was never able to understand what he meant until it happened to me.

I thought that if you loved someone, you would always find a way to make it come true,

But I guess sometimes there is nothing else that you can do.

You can love someone, but maybe it is not meant to be the two of you in the end,

And, unfortunately, that person is meant to stay only as a friend.

But why is it that I can't get you out of my head,

And why is it that I still remember every word that you said?

When you pushed me away and showed me so many times that you don't care,

And I so badly want to move on with my life, and it is not fair.

That everyday I am falling apart, because I can't stop thinking about you,

And I know that there is nothing else for me to do.

And now there is someone new, who does everything for me that you would never do,

And I hate to admit it, but it still bothers me that he is not you.

I so badly want to love him, but I can't force myself to,

Because in the end, I always thought it would be us two.

And he is so sweet, and gentle, and kind,

But in the end, I always thought that you were the one who was going to be mine.