April 10th

Cold, lost, confused

I woke up to you gone

I woke up to a lot of pain

My body shut down

My mind went blank

I didn't wanna hear

I didn't wanna see

I didn't wanna feel

April 10th, 2020

I woke up to you gone

I never thought you'd leave

I always thought you'd be here

April 10th, 2020

I woke up to a lot of pain

My body shut down

My mind went blank

I can still see you on the floor

I can still hear the words confirming it 

I can still feel the pain as my heart shuts down

You weren't perfect

You weren't always there

But you were still family

April 10th, 2020

I woke up to my family's hate 

The blame me for you leaving

But why would I want you to leave

When I just got you back?

April 10th, 2020

I woke up to you gone

I woke up to a lot of pain

My body shut down

"I'm sorry, he's dead"