fear of missing out

i know you cannot commit

because your heart is elsewhere

your body may be present

but your mind is in despair

i know your world just shattered

it's official, he's the boyfriend

the girl you love like medicine

just damaged you like poison 

i know you always hoped

that maybe she'd come back

she's the one that got away

a priceless sterling silver plaque

you sort of saw it coming

so you strung me along with caution

but now you've lost me too

because i'm no one's second option