HOW IF

How if I never tried

Will I received

How if I cried

Will I loved

I let myself flied alone

I give my soul to be broken

Walk in the dark without spot of light

I can handle all thing I never know before, they think

Laugh so hard is my shield

My heart is refusing

Why I was so smart

For lying behind my smile

Everyone know I am strong

Imagine if I was not

And I am not

Could it be different

Will it be a hug saying everything will be okay

And not let me alone do it

Is it lonely

Or maybe fear

Its too complicated

Till I can’t describe and saying by words

Hoping one day someone will see through my eyes

How many nights passed with tears

So I don’t need explain

How hard to graduate through my pain