Both teams to score before half time

Both teams to score before half time
It'll all get better in time
45 minutes to be precise
What am I doing
Am I out of my mind
This is my last fiver
Fuck it, we're all gonna die
Sometime
Sometimes
I
Almost believe the lies
I spin myself blind
Like something very clever spinning
A metaphor to blow your mind
Whatever, fuck your need for sublime
I'm stumbling over life
There is no time
Unless two goals are scored before minute 45
Then I can rest for the night
After a fifth of vodka
Dare me to drive
Yeah yeah, whatever I
I'm free to be whatever i
Want and I'll sing the blues if I like
Okay enough plagiarism for thy
Shall not steal what is not mine
Unless what is not mine was not there's
And I'm pretty sure no one has created
Anything original
Since the year 1905
Before christ.
Two goals before half time
And we can have a banging night
Okay there's only me here
But the others come to life
After that 5th glass of wine
All the ex girlfriends
The future wifes
Shared memories of friends that didn't happen 
The great pretender that is I
The champagne supernova in the sky
Whatever man, it's over
Or is it just beginning
To unravel, or retreat or is this self deceit
Gonna actually provide some salvation from the failed dreams in my memory
That cease me from needed sleep
PENALTY!... Oh fuck me he better score this
Then it's one goal we'll need
Before 45 and we can come alive until the church bells chime of morning
That which we can not face..in daylight
SAVED!... Fuuuuuuucckkk....
REBOUND.. GOOOAALLLL!!!!...
YYYEEAAAHHSSS! All is going to be fine
All is going to be alright
For this time with my winnings I will invest in things that I
Desperately need to buy
To further myself from this sad excuse for a life
It's all gonna be alright
Gonna be golden
It's gonna be fine
All I need is another goal before half time