Self-Worth=Schoolwork

Ajax (he/xe)

Reviewing my notes,

The night before a test

Checking my grades, 

Each week a new best

 

The teacher's regards,

though that's not what I need

I need you to praise me

For expectations I'll exceed

 

I hand you my paper

An A+ written in red

There's a frown on your face, though.

My gut feels like lead

 

Am I not good enough?

Am I not worth your praise?

I'll be better, I swear.

I'll work days upon days.

 

Please, I'll study more,

I'll be more impressive.

This desire for praise is becoming obsessive. 

  • Author: Ajax (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: August 18th, 2023 21:47
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 7
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Comments2

  • jarcher54

    Thank you for sharing this all-too-familiar yet artfully described mania. If that teacher does not adore your work, please refer them to me! And thanks for keeping me young by your reminders of your own experiences.

  • jarcher54

    PS I adore you grading your own paper in advance. What a brilliant idea!



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