The ups-and-downs in the process of creating

I can't handle the waiting

Waiting to show others what I am creating

Because creations start with ideas in my head

Waiting for the right timing to be spread

It frustrates me that there's a whole process ahead

Wanting to skip the process is what I would love to do instead

Because it always consists of ups-and-downs

Which I know is necessary in order for the ideas to ground

So in order to create, I know that being patient is what I need to learn

I love creating, but I hate waiting for my turn

That's why I can get very frustrated with myself

And feel a lot of other emotions that I used to put back on the shelf

Those emotions started to feel like a lot of messages unread

Which is why I now choose to embrace all my emotions instead

And use them as a part of my journey towards the things I am creating

Experiencing ups-and-downs in the process is the solution to waiting