I want you

I want you. 

I want you so bad it hurts. 

I want to touch you.

I want to love you so much

one could drown in my love. 

I want to kiss you. Soft and roughly.

I want to spend my time with you.

I want to give you every bit of me,

hoping you'll treat it with care. 

I want you to like me for who I am. 

I want you to accept my emotions. 

I want you to know that 

I'd do anything for you. 

That you can always trust me. 

I want to give you a hug just for existing. 

I want to make your heart beat faster. 

I want to lean my head against you. 

So that you can cuddle with me. 

But then I wake up. 

And when I wake up, I feel drained out of emotions. 

Because at the end of the day,

all I really want is for my mind to stop. 

I wish to let go of my imagination of you. 

I wish to not love you.