Almost-Was

Jordan H.

You're a Has-Been.
A Barbie girl, living a Barbie life
Fancy cars, big boats
Money, money, money 
(or debt, debt, debt?)
And over a thousand friends, as far as the eye can see!
"Living your best life."
 
Then you met me.
 
I'm a Never-Was.
Always faithfully waiting...
A fool faithful to lies,
To promised beginnings
That never come. 
Immutable like plastic.
 
But not you--you are changing.
The years are starting to show.
Sags, wrinkles, a voice like a frog.
(Makeup only goes so far.)
Time wins in the end.
It always does.
 
But I didn't care; 
I saw your potential.
I saw a future, a beautiful story.
After all, opposites attract.
My eyes have the ability to peel back the years...
 
But you cared. 
 
You surround yourself with friends-
Younger, more beautiful.
You delude yourself, 
You "live your best life."
You lead people on.
With words you come;
In silence you leave.
Does it make you feel younger?
 
We could have been...something.
We could have been Something.
But we are an Almost-Was.
And most importantly...
We are a Never-Will-Be.
  • Author: Jordan H. (Offline Offline)
  • Published: August 27th, 2023 11:19
  • Category: Reflection
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