Love is just a decision away

I love you 

I hate you

Someone please

Give me a clue

Never meant to hurt you

Want a decision? 

I have no vision

Can't decide 

What is right

Can't mess up

But never really tried

It feels good

To be free

Feelings yet devour me

Can't let go

The past we know

You're always there

By my side

Still, I want to hide

While you drift away

Can't you just stay? 

Until I figure out

What this is about

You are forgetting

I'm afraid of regretting

More than to make a choice

When do I find my voice? 

Screaming silently

Fleeing aimlessly

From responsibility

Until you decide for me