It is time for me

It is time for me
To take care of myself
To let the others be
And fill out my shelf

I was devoted to them
But I can't fight anymore
It is time for me to let them
See what they can do more

If I want to resist the adversity
I need to get myself together
Rebuild and become healthy
To finally getting better

Concentrate on what to do
Make plan and stick with it
Follow my heart, that will do
For a start that should be it

Then slowly getting stronger
In the body and in my mind
It should have been happened earlier
But I was too patient and kind

I thought that I can save them
But they don't want to
I have wasting my energy on them
And I became sicker too

It has come the time for me
To focus on getting well
To release the healer in me
And listen to the bells

From this moment I am that I am
From the beginning till the end
I will prevail who I am
And will be healthy at the end.

19.08.2023