(SHOULDN\\\'T BE) FOR YOU 8-12-23

Christ

 

I shouldn’t have been me for you, I shouldn’t have sold my heart the second I had the chance, I shouldn’t have let this artery wait five years to harden from hiding and hurt from holding more than half of my heart for you.

In the very beginning, I didn’t have a choice and I’ve been nearly on my knees ever since then and god, there has never been considered mercy to my wretched love.

After all the pining and waiting and hiding and ignorance and everything that can happen in the span of 5 times of 12 months,

I’m still here, aching for release, aching to be me while being with you. 

  • Author: Christ(a) (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: September 8th, 2023 13:55
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  • Pop64

    Sometimes, many times, we fall captive to others, but the truth is we fall captive to ourselves, because we empower others. This clearly tells the tale of that and if true, I pray you find you. be strong and write on.

    • Christ

      thank you, gentle reader for reading my poem, I really appreciate this message you have sent to me today



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