Happy Without Me

I see you laughing with your friends
Having some really good time
I never imagined that I'd be jealous 
When I see you smile

It's not cause I don't want you to be happy 
It's not cause your happiness I cannot see
But I have never assumed that
You would be happy without me

Spending upon yourself
Like you don't care what I'm going through
Busy making the plans out there
Choosing dresses and matching shoes

I do not want you to suffer, but
I'm amazed you moved on so easily
I have never assumed that
You would be happy without me

All my life
I prayed for your happiness
And that thing is not changed yet
Still I do the same
But I wanna know 
Inside how does it feels?
I can't believe you lost the feelings
But from here, it is what it seems...