Forgive Me

How can I make you understand?

This wasn't part of the grand plan

It just happened so unpredictably

And I fell for him so deeply

"How can you do this to me?"

Was your heartbroken plea

I didn't mean to tear you apart

It's just time I followed my heart

You have always been a good guy

Saying you're not would be a lie

Just, you were never the guy for me

Though I fought hard for you to be

I hope you can forgive me some day

For breaking your heart this way

I hope you know deep down

I never meant to make you feel like clown

                                      S. Lancaster-Primus