“メランコリックな地獄”

I missed the euphoria of us in the past.
I fucked up, yet I didn’t admit it.
I ended it with a bang and chopped you up to the rhythm of your heartbeat.
I felt guilty at first but remorseless at last.
You belonged with Zion while I joined with Lucy.
Can’t find no comfort here.
I tried running away yet I always end up in the same place
The place where it began and ended, I can’t seem to escape you
I can’t sleep at night due to bed bugs biting me
Can’t feel any emotions since I was cold-hearted.
I tried ending it but it’s all futile.
I won’t ask for your forgiveness or anything,
I accepted that I was wrong a little too late now.
Why’d I have to commit a crime I can’t run away