Mother

LostInMyMistakes

I know I have been a challenge.

A test for you maybe, 

But you’ve stayed with me through it all.

 

Seeing you sad and alone makes my heart ache. 

Im sorry I’ve had to leave you behind,

I had no intention of hurting you. 

 

My life was wasted in our town,

My happy childhood washed away by others evil.

I know you tried your best to keep me from,

I am sorry it catches up.

 

My  time here was ticking by the time I set foot in that school.

They drained me of joy and left behind a child without will.

Knowing you had to see this hurts unbearably. 

 

I hope you know it wasn’t your fault,

You couldn’t have know what lingered in that school,

What was killing your little girl.

Clawing at my future.

 

I love you with all my heart, 

I know I never showed.

I wish I could have been better,

Please forgive me. 

 

I will always know you did all you could,

Gave all you had,

To make me happy, 

To give me perspective. 

 

I do see it, 

I know its too late,

Mother I know.

  • Author: LostInMyMistakes (Offline Offline)
  • Published: September 21st, 2023 09:42
  • Category: Family
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  • BlessedbyGod

    😥😥😥😥so sad, but like me, u had to leave the situation and people u love behind, regardless of how much it hurts,which is tremendously,now u can heal

    • LostInMyMistakes

      It was the hardest decision I had to make so far.
      I hope I will be healed one day

      • BlessedbyGod

        You will be healed, it will take time though,
        I left home and everyone behind last November and my life changed totally and I'm finding healing

        • BlessedbyGod

          May u find peace healing and refuge in the arms of God!!!!

          He is doing all this for me and I have absolutely no doubts that He will for u too!



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