Do I even deserve.....

I love you
Do I even deserve to love you
After everything I put you through 
The happiness 
And the heartbreak that followed right after it

Do I even deserve to love you
After seeing you fall for me
Even after knowing
You won't get a happy ending 

Do I even deserve to love you
After seeing the tears 
Which streamed down because of me
It was not intentional
But
Maybe that was the sign
That it was not  meant to be

Do I even deserve to love you
After breaking your heart
To see you happy
Cause I knew
I can't give you what you have always dreamed of
It was not your fault
I was not built for you I guess

Do I even deserve to love you
After seeing you break down in front of me
Just because of me
Just because of my words
That broke you

Do I even deserve to love you
Not at all
It was not your fault that you chose me
It was my fault 
I slipped 
And saw a glimpse of the future with you
It was beautiful 
But 
It was all in my imagination
You did not deserve this 
But 
Do I even deserve to love you.....