him

i will never know who i am.

i will never know my potential.

i will never know my personality.

i will never know my laugh.

i will never know my smile.

i will never know my love.

i will never know who i am.

i will only know a shadow.

i will only know a piece.

i will only know a broken version of what i could be.

i will only know the version that’s been tainted by your past…chewed over and over again;

i am a dogs toy.

i will only know how to be half of who i am…

…you stole myself away from me.

your darkness consumed me from the moment i breathed my first breath.

dark, black goo in place of air.

my lungs, stained with your presence.

fate was an unstoppable, all consuming force…

and you devoured me whole.

leaving nothing more than a shell.

never to forgive…impossible to forget.