Everlasting Love ❤️

     There’s an everlasting love I found that I lost long ago. I stopped believing HE existed; you know how the story goes. I leaned on my own understanding of how my life should be. As hard as I would try, nothing worked for me. I lost my way time and time again. Losing my family and some dear friends. Bitter and angry I would become. HE took away all those that I loved. The grief that would follow I was not prepared. Trying to push through it on my own left me feeling isolated and scared. Never would I return to HIM again; how could HE exist if he allowed such suffering? My heart that once was soft would begin to harden. Never again would I get close to anyone; if anyone tried I would block them. There came a day not too long ago; I wanted to get off the merry-go-round; no more putting on a show. The truth is I’ve been hurting all along. Abuse by my parents and the list goes on and on. I opened my eyes to the truth that had been buried deep inside; one deep conversation with my son unleashed all the pain I thought I should hide. Little does he know how he helped his mom find her way. I turned back to GOD and have never been the same. The love of GOD was with me my entire life. He has been my protector my guiding light. I found an everlasting love that I want more and more of. The healing that’s only just beginning comes from above.