eating disoder battle

Ace_

a batle every day

a voice in my head

telling me not to eat 

controlling my life

 

my body a constant worry 

a number on a scale

counting calories in a flurry

each bite i take feels like im dying

 

starving,binging,purging

a cycle that wont end

my thoughts constantly urging

for me to punish and condence

 

beauty standards and expectations,

feeding my insecurities

a war i fight that can not be won

an endless battle in my brain

 

recovery seems like  just dream

everything i do feels like a set back

but i hold on to the false hope

  • Author: Ace (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: October 16th, 2023 08:46
  • Category: Unclassified
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  • novaa

    'beauty standards and expectations,
    feeding my insecurities.'.......It's sad how people expect us to maintain certain standards with respect to beauty which makes us insecure about our own body. I hope you recover from whatever you are going through find a way to love yourself the way you are.



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