You cut me deep.
A ocean of blood.
It's what you did to me.
Made my tears run red.
The pain held me captive.
Convincing myself I healed.
Told myself I forgave you.
Told you that I forgave you.
Said I don't want revenge.
But in my darkest moments
I smile at the thought of
making you feel what I feel.
I hate myself for that thought.
For allowing you to cut my
soul and heart in pieces.
For allowing you to
question my morals.
For allowing you to win.
For allowing you to make
me just like you.
But your not the first.
I have cuts all over me
only I can see.
Thanks to the pain
you inflicted I am learning
tolerance to it.
Now I am stronger.
I am learning to
understand it to
heal it so I can
share how with others.
I will be a person I needed
for others.
I will turn pain into beauty.
Then the ocean will become
clear clean water.
The ocean of blood only a memory.
- Author: Destined Perspectives ( Offline)
- Published: October 20th, 2023 08:38
- Category: Reflection
- Views: 2
Comments1
Wow, those piece gave me goosebumps,
I know what it's like, and am in the process of healing, getting better everyday, even though I still have my dark moments,
God and Julio, my husband , are my rays of sunshine on my stormy days
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