When?

It's been quite a while 
When the usual seeing was not usual anymore
And now you are a hundred miles away
I barely knew when

You have gone to just being a name on my contact list
And sometimes hallucinations or just Deja Vu?

I know we couldn't talk so much , we barely did
But your eyes spoke many words your mouth didn't
It was hard to breath ,hard to speak I almost got frozen when I passed you
But now that your not here, it feels like I'm alone in a bare land
You made my eyes water
You made my heart shatter
Are you happy? now