Dying to Regain.

Trafficking my happiness for something unvaluable
It shows my mind is too gullible
My mirth used to be palpable
Now it's not even visible
The only thing visible is the rhyming
And I'm hiding my whining
Assembling the grainy moments
Dividing them into various segments
Reminiscing them time to time
With the same shine
Shine! Shit my face has lost it. 
I used to steal smiles now I'm busted. 
Gusted by the air of influene
I fumbled my trueself. 
Lusted by the curve of class
I gambled my kindness. 
Tampering my temper in the temple
To regain my old self
I don't want new shit I've got ample.