Bad.

No one ever cared 

Survival tactic 

Bled myself for you

Caressed candor 

Never was it there 

Mask worn

So frail and torn

Holding hope

Through my fingertips

Sifting life

Abrasive love like winter

Warm home 

Never was it there

Stay outside

I've lost, everything I had

Far away

Tearing my heart open 

Spewing blood

Don't you know I think I am?

Supposedly bad

Losing what I thought we had

Tear open

Pull here, your highness

My goddess 

The flawless

Hurt me

Again and again