Conversation with Darkness 3

POUNDING my head against the brick wall.
Shattering it effortlessly, as if it were glass... traveling violently while fighting intrusive thoughts of self-harm and flying through the dimensions!
Stricken by toxins contained
within malice of the human mind....
Falling freely from all!
Deprived of emotional attachments!
Relying on adverse forces, in high hopes
of restoring purity! The pressure renders 
me helpless and settles in my body.

Petrified by the various timeless 
effects of this infectious disease.
The screams could not be heard... "If you had to destroy 
yourself to save everything... What is left of your morale, you choose to immortalize?" 
To believe we fought to the highest honor. For I am confined, to nothing more other than these endless walls! 
My soul wondering in depths of broken hearts.
 I desire to acquire that very honor. We sought in these truths... trials in tribulations from misguided adventures.
Truths that yearn for placement!

 The darkness shall not consume me!!! "Foolish of me to believe
That we held the same intentions!
This bond by no means 
could be stabalized
Blood lust only made you greedy
You have awaken fears buried for ages
I thought we were protecting each other!
What offerings would suffice?
Hear my voice and remember your place
These words are not evidence
of salvation that we desire to
bring forth into our foundation!
We will achieve nothing through hatred!

You will not break me...
Bury the makings of your wrath away!!
Do not hurt anyone!
You can lead with healing!
You will not shelter another heart!! " I AM NOT AFRAID OF YOU! "

The feeling of my very being 
Going to into
The pull of an 
endless time warp.
Drowning within myself
The intensity was rushing 
through my head sending
 me on a nonstop 
breath taking ride.
 Darkness fades with relaxing tune of nature
white butterflies filled my eyes 
Will I be spared from 
The terrors which longed for salvation?
Laughter surrounded me
It gave me state of infinite security
Thoughts coming more vividly
Clarity at last... 
I can feel peace and children's laughter is music to my ears.
Filling my heart with bliss. My mind 
eases it way into a calm tide. 
Everything of love 
melts into my soul. 
"It's finally clear" around 
the inevitable darkness, hungering for my soul and the shadows vanished as color returned to the world.

The world where I prayed for peace...
Through my Conversations with Darkness...