Carry On

Lil


Notice of absence from Lil
If I don't respond in a few minutes I am probably at School, sleeping, with family/ friends, or forgot to bring my device. Or grounded.

I don't hate you,
Because I still love you.
I can't look at you,
Because it hurts to.
We don't talk,
Because there is nothing left to say.
You apologized,
But I just walked away.
I'm leaving you and the thought of you behind,
Because I just need to clear my mind.
I'm angered because you wasted my time,
Hurt because I believed you were mine,
But I just didn't see the signs.
I guess that's why they say love is blind,
Because you got my heart caught in binds.
Look me in my eyes,
And listen as my heart cries,
Cries out in pain.
This feeling makes me feel like I'm covered in flames,
Until ashes are all that remain.
Thought you were different,
But you're all the same.
Thought this was real,
But it was all a game.
I gave you my love,
And you gave it away.
That's why my heart is blue
And my skies are gray.
Will I ever see the light of day?
Will this dark cloud ever go away?
Or will it follow me for my remaining days?
Grasp all my joy and strip it away?
NO! I am too bold.
Way too bold to be stuck in the cold.
I am way too strong not to carry on.

But without you 

I wouldn't know what to do.

Lil

 

  • Author: Lil-M-M (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: November 8th, 2023 06:40
  • Comment from author about the poem: My bF and I broke up because he only liked me for my looks and this is where is led me.
  • Category: Love
  • Views: 5
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  • 2781

    You were going strong until the last lines!

    • Lil

      Ok thanks...

    • JuneM

      Beautifully and truthfully written, and I can relate, for my heart has also been broken many, many times. I still feel the hole in my chest, but as the days pass, it eases a bit. I hope it does the same for you

      • Lil

        Thanks the hardest thing is he cheated on me because he said that I was way too absurd and it just hurt because he is the one who lied.

        • JuneM

          Yeah, I know how you feel. Many people have cheated on me when we were fine and I was giving so much love and support, so it also came as a surprise for me.

          • Lil

            Thanks. I've never talked to anyone so supportive it was either. "get away from me " or " Why do you need help?"

            • JuneM

              Yeah, there are a lot of a-holes like that but I'm not one of them. I understand how you feel, and I will always support my friends. My therapist and a lot of people have quit on me, but I'm not about to quit on anyone else.

              • Lil

                Thanks!🥹👍👍

                • JuneM



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