Good bye

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I'm tiredOf holding on to you, it's time to letMy prideGo and learn to love myself again, yeah
I don't wanna wait another day, I've waited long enoughI'm ready I can see the sun, it's coming up
There's happiness on the horizonI'm hopeful I can see the light, I'veHesitated all my life but I'm all done
I'm done running from youSpent my whole life in your shadowScared of who I'd be if IYeahSaid goodbye and I didn't have you here
I wish you well but I can no longer stand asideAnd watch you sabotage the two of usI love you to death, but I can't spend the rest of myLife in this darkness, I'm doneI'm done
I wish you the best, but I'm not interestedIn giving you more of my life, I've already given you too muchI don't wanna lose yaI don't wanna keep yaI know that you mean well but when I fail I don't need yaRubbing my face in it and treating me like I'm less than you, tell the truthYou know I'd be better without yaBeen in your shoes, don't be a foolAnd try to convince me that I'm theReal issue, when you're the root to every problem
I love you but not enough to allow you to continue to drown the both of us, you'reHolding me back, you're pulling me down, you're making me hate myself, IDon't wanna leave, but that's what I need, I ain't got a choice, I can't justLet you deceive and make me believe that I don't deserve to be lovedI am not gonna stand asideAnd watch you attempt to rob and steal and sabotageWhat little faith I have left, yeah, haven't I sacrificed enough for you?Hate seeing you cry, but I think it's time to let go and say our goodbyesYeah, I'm gonna miss you, but I am not gonna spend the rest of my life running
From youSpent my whole life in your shadowScared of who I'd be if ISaid goodbye and I didn't have you here
I wish you well but I can no longer stand asideAnd watch you sabotage the two of usI love you to death, but I can't spent the rest of myLife in this darkness, I'm doneI'm done
  • Author: nehemiah adams (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: November 10th, 2023 16:52
  • Comment from author about the poem: I feel like posting this is betraying my dad. But how?? I’m not the one who abandoned me, then showed up only when I need something. And I defend him over and over, he still won’t change. Out of 9 of his kids I’m his favorite why because I’m FUCKING STUPID AND NIAVE I put up with his bs. But I’m done I love him so much, and yet I don’t I’m not anything like him And I never will be So I’m sorry dad but leave me alone stay off of my social media platforms Leave me and my family alone, because I’m not about to let u to continue hurting the people who I love the most So this is goodbye……
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