That Night

that night was just like any other

you got off work and asked to come over

i said yes 

i loved you like no other

the way you loved me 

the way everything was always okay

you would send poetry that made you think of me

being with you was like a mind syncope

the second you'd walk through the door 

all the thoughts that were my own fell to the floor

even after all the love

i still gave up

i gave up on us

but i never gave up on you

looking back, you were the most beautiful view

from the dimples on your cheeks

to the curl that hung right below your brow

i know now that you were an angel sent to rescue me

our last night was something i wish i could take back

the fighting

the screaming 

the shouting

the crying

it replays in my head every day

it was all me

with everything i said 

you would just look at me

the hurt on your face is now all i see

before you walked out the door

you kissed my forehead ever so gently

you told me you loved me

i was pushing you away

i cant make it right

i didn't know that would be our last night

our last fight

our last cry

now, you are an angel

one with wings, who doesn't walk the Earth

one that i can't hurt

the angel i pushed away

for me, that night will be on replay

i can still feel you with me every day

i just wish you could have stayed