Oh..............

I thought he was the one
But they proved me wrong
And they will always prove me wrong
I've locked myself in my room
"Looks like it's the tower of doom!!"
I wish this world of darkness would come to an end
I lost a girl, I lost a friend
I’d give it all back if I only could
I’ve said it a million times, I know I would
I miss her more and more every day
She’s gone, and my world is dark and grey
My life is a cloud of endless rain
I wish I could escape the endless pain
What’s the point of living if she’s gone
There is no sun, there is no dawn
In my endless world of darkness….
In the depths of despair, lost and forlorn,
Seeking peace in my heart, yet it’s still unborn.
When laughter turns to tears, I wonder why,
In the absence of sunshine, where can I fly?
Guide my weary soul, extend your hand,
Help me rise and take a stand.
Where do I go? It’s unclear to me,
In this journey, will you be my company?
I woke up in the morning,
And realized that it was raining.
That’s when my thoughts pushed me to pray.
I closed my eyes to ask God a way,
But mostly importantly I hope he’ll protect me today.
Then I sent my prayer in Jesus’s name.
Few seconds later I hear a knock on the door.
Who could be? Well I don’t know.
I Jumped from bed to the floor.
I screamed and said oh no!
Then mama in her room asked are you okay Mo-mo?
I shouted back and said yes Go-go!
Knowing deep down the tiles are so cold.
I swallowed my pride and told myself that I’m strong.
That’s when I started feeling bold.
Took my yellow shirt and put it on.
Man, I look like gold.
As l walk to answer the person that is outside.
The way I ran so fast, you wouldn’t mind saying that I was riding a bike.
I’m trying to avoid the coldness that was I feeling on those tiles.
I opened the door, oh it Mike!
What are you doing here in this rain.
“Sorry bro, I was sent by X'zavier!”
You mean your brother?
He replied and said Yes.
I thought his name was Brian.
He said well, he lied to you. he also sent me to tell you that he needs space.
Since that day I say Can’t you hear my cries?
Or see the pain in my eyes?
Don’t you know the hurt,
when you stay with her and flirt?
How could you betray me like this?
and laugh when I slit my wrist?
You have turned so cold.
I had fallen for your fool’s gold.
You’ve left scars in my heart,
for loving you from the start.
How could you turn so indifferent to me?
and forget how we used to be?
How could you use me as a toy?
and dump me for a random guy?
How could you have told me lies?
and leave while tearing my eyes?
How could you cause me so much pain?
and still stick to my heart like a stain?
You broke my innocent heart,
and caused me pain and hurt.
So why do you want me now?
after betraying my love?
She left you, didn’t she?
So you want to get back with me?
I’m sorry, that will never happen.
You hurt me, using love as a weapon.
Though my love is pure and true,
I will never get back with you.
No matter what, I love you still.
and forever and ever I will.
I still lock myself in my room
BOOM!!! it's the tower of doom!
All I say now is fuck X'zavier fuck him.

Oh, in the echoes of the twilight sky,
A sigh of wonder, as the stars draw nigh.
Oh, the moon, a silent, gleaming spy,
In the vast expanse, where dreams imply.
Oh, the breeze, with secrets to convey,
Whispering tales as it dances away.
Oh, in the hush of the closing day,
Nature's lullaby, where serenity may sway.
Oh, the heart, with emotions to untie,
A symphony of feelings, reaching the sky.
Oh, in the depths where emotions lie,
A poetic oh, as time passes by.

I wish I could. Could still hear him say.Oh I'm here to stay.
I've heard that way to many time it still leaves me astray