My insurance cover all our debts

Sadness in dying?

Not  ad all.

I wish to die now happy & peace.

I’ve just told him - insurance you will find in shed, I took care of everything. Happy, oblivious face. Mostly happy.

It will pay double for my death, I will make it right: will look like accident in our old car. Just that. Happy face. Push push push edge it’s just there 

No worries about bills, your daughter it’s just yours, no bad Mather influence or anything like a random scream or bravery. Oblivious us best.

This one cuddle away from here stops me, but I guess not for long. Just for now

Can’t stay but no money to go. No choices. Here or there the same 

my cat is dying 

You lost your job 8 years ago and since then you are trying to take my life misery every day. Every day I’m the worst and you are best.target 

hit 

And have your another whiskey and perhaps hoover too as you like

Or for pleasure blame some one as life is just

Black

And white

Have your another day.

As I’m done

And there is not much more to say

Than

Thank you a lot

For the life which I didn’t have

For marriage just like my parents marriage had 

Well maybe not yet - divorce yet to happen

But …I can

care any … more or less?

As I’ve been there

I’m already dead inside

Always been looking dead 

have you notice?