Balance

I overcorrect 

I go from panic to numbness 

From hunger to purging 

From overwhelm to pain 

And back again 

Always working in extremes 

Never finding balance 

Always on the edge of something worse 

Never of something better 

It's never ending, self perpetuating 

A cycle of self destruction 

Slowly corroding until it snaps

Breaking apart as it breaks me in turn 

Finally finding repose in the ending