Raw Moments

The moments are at the roughest I find myself rummaging flipping through the memories,the memories you gave me. You should be so ashamed. They sit and taunt me leaving me breathless. My thoughts are stained. I get triggered by most things. It sickening how could you take my innocent's away from me you for ever left your indent on my presence. It's hard to be loved by someone. No matter how hard I try to forget you that night. It almost always comes back in conversations. Because of you I can never feel clean. Because of you I have to tell everyone. Because of you I feel selfish because they get to choose and I didn't. You left me with one thing that can't go away. How could you do that to someone. Now no one can love me or wants to it's a reason they leave.