Still, keep lying to me

Still, keep lying to me
until the very day the lies wont hold up
for that is the absurdity, 
of the coming times I shall face;
alone.
Keep feeding me with nothing but lies.
the very ones that guide me to the top,
until the day I inevitably fall
like Icarus.
Too hot to get close to,
But I still crave your warmth.
Melt my wings off.
Let me find despair.
But until then,
please
keep lying to me.
that is all i know.
that is all i shall ever know