I go quiet when it's loud in my head
Space with so much screaming
I think I might explode if I start shouting too
Many voices all battling for my attention
Everything I do is bad
Habits prevent me from breaking the cycles
So my only option is to freeze
Up until my breaking point
When people might finally see
Through the calm facade I've been wearing
And witness my inner storm
Clouds that prevent me from seeing the light anymore
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Dreamer (Pseudonym) (
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When all is raging inside your head, looking for calm in my opinion, is the wisest option. Those voices can be so distracting and time consuming. Let the storm pass. Let there be peace.
Thank you for your words
Why not let all hell break loose? Those who love you will stay anyway. And those who don’t... well they don’t deserve you then. Sometimes you have to break to pull yourself up again. After all, it is at our lowest that we find our true selves.
Oftentimes it feels as if all that's holding me together is that control. What if I let go and I lose even the last scraps of who I am? To be quite frank, I don't have a lot to lose, but somehow I'm still so scared. Weird right? Thank you though for your kind words and insights
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