I sometimes won't be on because of school.
MAL'S LETTER
Whoever reads this; I am sorry. I can't live a life that I don't fit into.
Mal: Hey guys what's up?All I ever do is make everyone sad. It's better off if a lot of people don't get to meet me.
Mals thoughts: All I will do, is just make them disappointed. No one will love me. Even the ones who are reading this.
Mal: All I am in this world is a big disappointment; probully why people don't love me.
Everyone can be happy but me. That's what it feels like anyways.
Mals thoughts: It's all my fault that people can't be free. It's my fault the ones that I love die.
Everything is my fault. No one will understand how I feel. I ask myself questions that can never be answered.
I don't want to feel like a let down anymore. I don't want to feel this pain anymore. It's just to much for me to handle.
Mal:I barely talk because people don't want to hear me.
The only way to get my feelings out is writing. Or listening to music.
I was already dead to this world. No one ever saw me.
I'm sorry for messing up you lives.
GOODBYE.
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Author:
Abby Wise (Pseudonym) (
Offline) - Published: December 10th, 2023 21:11
- Comment from author about the poem: I did this a year ago. I use Mal as me to explain how I feel. But I'm done cutting and trying to kill myself. I stopped myself because I though of my sister. What will she do without me?
- Category: Letter
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