CHANGE AND THE LACK THEROF

CHANGE AND THE LACK THERE OF

 

I WONDER WHAT WILL CHANGE

I WONDER HOW LONG I WILL HAVE TO WAIT FOR CHANGE

BUT WHAT IS CHANGE?

 

IS IT HOW ALL WILL PERCEIVE IT

IS IT HOW I WILL SEE IT

WILL I KNOW

OR FEEL….

 

LIFE..CHANGE..SEASONE..JOURNEYS..

 

I WONDER WHAT WILL CHANGE

I WONDER HOW LONG IT WILL TAKE FOR CHANGE

 

I SIT AT THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PLACE IVE EVER BEEN BUT YET IM ALONE

IM ALONE PHYSICALLY, IM ALONE MENTALLY

ALL OF THE VOCIES CRASH IN MY MIND

ALL OF THE STRESSES

ALL OF THE STRESSES!!

THE SHOULD OF

COULD OF

WOULD OFS

 

TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO LIVE

TO MAKE CHANGE …OR NOT

TO LIVE WITH PEACE

TO LIVE WITH JOY

 

WHEN WILL THIS MOUNTAIN THAT IS CONSUMING ME, WHEN WILL IT END,

 

I SIT AND FEEL THE WARMTH AND THE WIND ON MY FACE, ON MY BODY AND I AM AT THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PLACE IVE EVER SEEN

BUT YET IM ALONE, TEARS WELL UP IN MY EYES, THE VOICES WILL NOT STOP!!

THE WORRY THE FEAR THE PAIN THE PANGER THE STRESS THE FEAR

IM IN THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PLACE IVE EVER SEEN

I PUSH DOWN THE WORRY, THE STRESS THE FOICES

HELL IM CHOCKING ON IT

THE SHOULDVE COULDVE WOULDVE

I PUSH DOWN THE FEAR THE TEARS I PUSH DOWN MY LIFE!!

 

I LOOK

I OPEN MY EYES WIDE

I BREATH IN THE WARMTH THE WIND THE ENDLESS FAR AS I CAN SEE, THE WATER, THE BLACK DEEP OCEAN

 

SUCH A WIDE WORLD SHE IS

THE DPETH ALONE

THE DEPTH OF LIFE

 

AS FAR AS I CAN SEE

AND MY HOW BLACK IS SHE

SO VERY DEEP ..SO VERY BLACK…

SO VERY BEAUTIFUL AS FAR AS I CAN SEE

THE STRESS OF NOT ENOUGH, NEVER ENOUGH, MONEY WORRY FAMILY STRESS MONEY ALWAYS THERE OR THE LACK THEROF!!

 

IM IN THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PLACE IVE EVER BEEN BUT YET I WONDER WHAT WILL CHANGE

I WONDER HOW LONG I WILL HAVE TO WAIT FOR CHANGE

BUT WHAT IS CHANGE

IS IT HOW ALL WILL PERCEIVE IT

IS IT HOW I WILLL SEE IT

WILL I KNOW OR FEEL

 

LIFE .CHANGE..SEASONE..JOURNEYS

 

I BREATH IN THE WARMTH OF THE WIND

THE STRONG SUN CARESSES MY FACE WARMS MY BODY

 

AS FAR AS I CAN SEE

 

BUT YET I STILL WONDER WHAT WILL CHANGE

I WONDER HOW LONG I WILL HAVE TO WAIT FOR CHANGE

BUT WHAT IS CHANGE

IS IT HOW ALL WILL PERCEIVE IT

IS IT HOW I WILL SEE IT

WILL I KNOW

OR FEEL

LIFE..CHANGE..SEASONS..JOUNEYS

 

I STILL WONDER WHA TWILL CHANGE

I STILL WONDER HOW LONG IT WILL TAKE….

FOR CHANGE

 

AND YET IM AT THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PLACE IVE EVER BEEN