Trauma

I'm everything you couldn't have

And yet I am what you couldn't hold

I am the spring breeze you'll chase forever

through canyons, warm and cold

You'll regret having met me at all
And you'll thank getting to know me well
Get your eyes see everything hazy
And you'll still chase me till the end of haze

You'll be digging through my misdemeanors
And destroy the wheel of time in hopes
I'll bring hellfire to wake you up
You'll miss your heaven when you were alone

You'll try and fix me to fix yourself
The scent of your misery that breaks your will
Wanting to relive me still
I'm the demon you just can't kill

-Al